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In Your Room

In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will..

Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here?

In your favourite darkness,
Your favourite half-light,
Your favourite consciousness,
Your favourite slave.

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here

Will you lead me to your armchair,
Or leave me lying here?

Your favourite innocence,
Your favourite prize,
Your favourite smile,
Your favourite slave.

I'm hanging on your words,
living on your breath,
feeling with your skin.
Will I always be here?

In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise

Will you let the fire die down soon,
Or will I always be here?

Your favourite passion,
Your favourite game,
Your favourite mirror,
Your favourite slave.

I'm hanging on your words,
living on your breath,
feeling with your skin.
Will I always be here?


I love every word of this song so much that I didn't know where to quote, so I quoted them all. I feel so relaxed and so deep in shit, at the same time, when I listen to this song. This is one of my favorite songs ever, and I'm picky - and I picked this because I can feel the emotions going through my spine, my hands, my hair, all over my body every time I hear it.
To be in love so desperately, that your life is in his every move, every breath, every little detail - and the reward is to be his favorite slave. I want to have that. Some time. Not now.

Somebody said on youtube about this song "Stabs you in your heart, rips your spine off, cuts your fingers, crushes your kneecaps, but for f*ck sake, it still sounds awsome, louder equals better!" To add on it, I would suggest some cuffs. Definitely. At least for the sake of the perfect opening bass of the song.

So let's go with Dave's incredible voice: "In your room, where time stands still, or moves at your will.."

itiraf.com

I'm a social assassin and disaster.

the perfect guy

The other day I saw a status saying: 'I will be single my whole life because of Chuck Bass, since he raised my expectations of a guy, he is just on the verge of cockiness and self-esteem, bla bla bla'
You like a guy that can crush your or other people's feelings just for his own sake? Good fucking luck with that.
Not to mention that that character tried to rape somebody on a roof.

I would think that I would want to get a smarter guy than him. (In reference to my sapiosexual blog post) Someone who cares about whatever stupid details you are telling him. Someone so enjoyable that you don't need another person while you are with him. Someone who will love you and would not put anything ahead his life except you. Which is kind of hard to find at our age, I think. Oh well I digress. And who has six packs, rocking abs, wide shoulders, strong arms and shit, you know, same old same old. Seems like my hormones are in motion.

This goes without saying but I always picture myself as an old, alone lady with lots of cats.

obsession

I have a lot of those. To some tv series, to a person's attitude, to cleaning, to things going my way.

My life span is shortening.

The chapter

a big chapter of my life is over. there's nothing left to say.

Bad lip reading

I have to say I checked out the US Elections more than I should. I have been keeping tracks of the two major candidates for a couple of months now, and it's not hard to say that Mitt Romney is quite an asshole, so I'm glad that Obama won. Anyway, past is past. The presidential and vice-presidential(?) debates are over, and they did some lip readings over these guys and dubbed them, it's pretty hilarious:





Hhahahahah much more awesome one is about Joe Biden:

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, i don't know why.

"even when you know the way it's gonna blow, it's hard to get around the wind."