this is the kind of shit that makes my crush come back

http://www.buzzfeed.com/lyapalater/images-that-will-change-your-perception-of-harry-potter

Musical milestone!

I can't believe all this time I thought of Beatles as a boring group of nice boys, making nice boy songs.

And it turned out to be opposite, totally inspiring, including very gooood songs.

I have been listening to Revolver on repeat for a week now, it is totally awesome.

And today I moved onto Abbey Road.

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry.

let me show you the world in my eyes

If I die before seeing Dave perform "world in my eyes" live, I will be very sad.

In fact, I have a bucket list in my head called "A million things I should do before I die".

It's not about death though, it's about the fact that our youth is fleeting, and I'm very afraid of it.

I feel as if I'm not enjoying my best years as much as I should, and some of the people I met in Stockholm actually confirmed my doubts. 

"You should listen to your heart more." 

Maybe I should, but I'm afraid. Afraid of getting hurt, so I can't put my hand in the fire and feel it. Instead, I feel like I walk around with a fire extinguisher.

But isn't this the time which I'm supposed to get hurt and learn from my experiences?

I'm always running from the time, I know that someday it will catch me, but I want to do as much as I can before it does. 

I always feel like I'm going to die young somehow.

See how I started writing this thing, and how I'm finishing it? It starts out as fun, while at the end it gets moody and sad. That's why I only like the beginnings of things. But I turn them that way, so does this mean that a Don Draper actually lives inside me? 

Ugh. Enough self-analysis for today. 

One of my favorites.

Under the spreading chestnut tree
I sold you and you sold me.
There lie they, and here lie we
Under the spreading chestnut tree.

bring your chains

I have so much stuff that I want to say and so much that I want to share. I feel something awakening inside me, which was sleeping for I don't know how long. I believe that something I want is somewhere out there, and I believe that someday I will find it, now or later. Do you know how important this is? Because hope is what keeps us alive, and I had lost it long time ago. Now that I've found it, I think that I have a chance of making it come true.

If this makes any sense at all, let me know.

Weird thoughts

Again and again, put into words perfectly by Alex Turner, with a perfect timing.

"Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week
How many secrets can you keep?
Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you
somehow and I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep
Spilling drinks on my settee

Do I wanna know
if this feeling flows both ways?
Sad to see you go
Was sort of hoping that you'd stay
Baby we both know
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that
you can't say tomorrow day"

my bday gift from Alex Turner.

fucking awesome.


I hope that this is the messenger of a new album.